I love you like no other boys in this world. I didn't love your laugh, or your face either. I didn't need your touch or else, I can live without you but I just won't to. But one thing I needed from you was for you to always be here, to always fill my heart with your love dust.
Sunday, March 25, 2012
You're.....mine.
Loving you is a journey, starting with forever and ending at never. Loving you into infinity and beyond. Growing old with you, be with you all the time, falling in love each other is my dream&i hope it'll be come true. Ah yea, I was taken by this hotperfecto man btw. Yea, my heart owned by Fadel. Loving you yesterday, today, tomorrow, everyday, and forever!
Friday, March 23, 2012
The Labile Preteen.
Hi, hihihi what's going on me now. yesterday, i have my worst day. Had a little fight with my mom then realize that my boyfie are going to be a bad boy&everything bad news. So i feel i had my bad day, until my boyfie saying a supercute things -after he broke my heart, he build it perfectly again-. How it feels? amazing. Just because he said it, my feeling are come back, love him more, my mood growing up, my emotions go away and my heart feels like...ugh, its hard to describe it. However, my feeling are growing again, and it just like the first time i'm falling for him. Awwh, i wish i'll feel that feeling everyday. So i'll never thinking of lose him, push him away, or think that i'm not good enough for him and so i'm thinkin i have to fight for him, because he worth it. I don't wanna give up on him after what all him do for me, every single bad and good things he did, i just don't wanna give up. It just too long&too sweet to let him go away like a nail polish, i dont wanna be like that.
sooo ya, teenager are so labile, me either. Sometimes i got my bad mood&just wanna mad w/ him, but i have heart too, sometimes my heart just melting and all i wanna do is fight for him.
what i'm talking abt? dontknow
so, gotta go
xoxo
sooo ya, teenager are so labile, me either. Sometimes i got my bad mood&just wanna mad w/ him, but i have heart too, sometimes my heart just melting and all i wanna do is fight for him.
what i'm talking abt? dontknow
so, gotta go
xoxo
Thursday, March 22, 2012
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Start with...... Ya. I'm here. My bed all time. Don't know what I should do. Nonono, I know, I must studying hard for my national exams a.k.a Ujian Nasional but, something on my body doesn't agree if I'm studying,again. So, here I am, with handphone on my side, music are playing and sherlock holmes on my hand&some snacks around me. Feel like free but remember that I have exams for a month. Its called hell.
So. I wanna story22 about what on my mind. First, its fadel. Ugh, I give up&i just can be patient to face him. I don't wanna talk about him for now. Not because I don't want, but it just hurt to tell what's going on, I'm afraid if my tears are goes away like before. Two of my friend know what's happening, they said I must going to tell him what all I'm thinking about. But, its hard u know, yea, like that lah.
Second, ughhh, its un. Sometimes I'm afraid if thinking of it, I'm afraid that I can't pass that exams. Uh, just praying & sometimes study preparing it.
Third, nothing.
Fourth, nothing.
Fifth, nothing.
So, gotta go.
So. I wanna story22 about what on my mind. First, its fadel. Ugh, I give up&i just can be patient to face him. I don't wanna talk about him for now. Not because I don't want, but it just hurt to tell what's going on, I'm afraid if my tears are goes away like before. Two of my friend know what's happening, they said I must going to tell him what all I'm thinking about. But, its hard u know, yea, like that lah.
Second, ughhh, its un. Sometimes I'm afraid if thinking of it, I'm afraid that I can't pass that exams. Uh, just praying & sometimes study preparing it.
Third, nothing.
Fourth, nothing.
Fifth, nothing.
So, gotta go.
Little Words..
After open all my note, I found this. Just a little words that mean all to every girl. But, just read this, all u hv to do, boy.
You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved because she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She's not perfect -you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she know you can break-her heart. So dont hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give.
smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there.
You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved because she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She's not perfect -you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she know you can break-her heart. So dont hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give.
smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there.
Saturday, March 17, 2012
V-u-Cha!
Hai readers! How's life? Pretty good ryt? Hahaha:D
Let's we talk about.........future! Yap! Gue suka banget kalo udah ngomongin masa depan. Gatau kenapa, gue suka aja bikin 'rencana' wlpn gue gatau itu semua bakal tercapai/engga. Lebih tepat istilahnya ngayal kaliya._.
Pertama, sehubung gue masih smp, kelas 3. Gue punya tujuan buat milih SMA yang bakal jadi sekolah gue selanjutnya. Sebenernya pgn banget masuk Al-Jannah lagi (sd gue yang dulu) tapi itu di Jakarta. Pgn masuk Al-Azhar lagi yang di Pontianak, tapi disini gaada SMA-nya. Dan ngeliat pilihan dikit disini, gue lebih milih SMA 2. Gue belum terlalu tau tentang sma itu. Yang gue tau dan langsung bikin gue tertarik adalah sekolah itu berstandar Internasional. Hahaha, bahasa Inggris gue kacau sih sebenernya, grammarnya cacat, kosa kata juga gak bejibun kyk anak-anak jaman sekarang, tapi gue pgn aja masuk sbi u,u hahaha. Tapi nanti fadel milihnya SMA 7 grgr basketnya, jadinya misah deh dan gita angkat tangan kalo udah ngomongin ini._. Jurusan IPS/IPA? Huh, idk. Gue masih labil kalo yang ini, mau milih yang mana. Liat aja deh nanti kalo udah masuk sana mau milih jurusan yang mana._. SMA....kyknya gue harus lebih aktif drpd smp kyk sekarang ini. Gila aja, 3thn smp&gue gaada peningkatan, I mean, lyk certificate, gaada-_- sertifikat gue, gue dapetin waktu sd semua, how fool-_-
Kedua, kuliah. Gue berencana nerusin jejak bokap di Universitas Gajah Muda. Tapi beda jurusan sama bokap. Pajokan gue ikutan ekonomi yang gak gue ngerti, geli tauga. Jurusan Hubungan Internasional (HI). Tapi kyknya gue kuliah cuma buat gaya-gaya deh ya, toh juga kalo nikah gadibolehin kerja sama fadel-nya-_- tapi gapapa, sambil ngisi waktu luang sampe dilamar sama fadel jugakan gue kuliah:p pilihan keduaaaa, hmmmmm, sebenernya, dihati gue, gue pgn ngikutin jejak sodara gue, masuk LaSalle College, jurusan Fashion Business-nya, tapi itu di Jakarta sedangkan gue janjian sama fadel-nya di jogja. Hm, entahlah, liat aja nanti masuknya mana. Tapi bagi gue sendiri juga sih sebenernya lebih ke LaSalle College-nya._.
Dan setelah kuliah, saatnya nunggu Fadel ngelamar&get married! Bwahahahahaha! Yeaa, ini yang paling gue tunggu. Have 2 cutiest babies in this world named Farrel and Gichelle dan gue jadi Giffanda's mom-nya! Wuhuu! Can't wait!!! Hahaha u,u
Tapi sebenernya gue juga pgn ngerasain kerja. Gue pgn jadi assistant brand manager. Bakalan seru banget keliatannya. Nganalisa pasar dari segi manapun sampe harga-harganya juga biar sesuai sama target marketnya, trus ngatur budget belanja. Astaga, gue banget. 2 hobi gue udah masuk ke pekerjaan ini._.waaa:o eh tapi yang dimaksud itu bukan pasar tradisional gitugitu, tapi 'pasar' dunia. Tapi sebenernya tergantung juga sih dapet kerja sama-nya sama brand apa, kalo gue nya kerja sama sama brand terkenal yang brand-nya itu ada diseluruh dunia atau minimal ada cabang di negara yang beda, bisa dapet jatah buying trip langsung ke luar negri (tapi negri yang ada kerja sama sama brand yang dipegang itu juga pastinya).
Target kedua, duta betsar:D hahahaha ini kayaknya susah banget kecapainya. Yaa minimal jadi kementrian luar negri RI. Lucu aja gitu ngurusin sosial-budaya, ngurusin politik Internasional. Hahahaha, bukan hobby gue si, cuma gue suka aja, tertarik sama yang gitu-gituan. Hahaha. Trus ngelindungin WNI yang tinggal diluar negri, jadi berasa superhero kanB) hahaha
Tapi cita-cita yang menyangkut hobby gue didalamnya sih ya Assistant Brand Manager itu. Udah klop lah. Tapi ya kuliahnya dijakarta u,u
Oke, sekarang gue malah terjebak diantara semua pilihan itu-_- yang jelas sih, cita-cita gue yang paling pertama itu 1. Jadi istri Fadel yang baik dan benar.
2. Jadi ibunya farrel-gichelle yang baik dan benar.
3. Assistant Brand Manager.
4. Atau ibu rumah tangga yang punya butik trus................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................
Ah! Jadi tambah bingungkan-__-
Ohiya, tomorrow, I will get my school final test btw. Doain semoga nilainya bagus-bagus ya biar gue bisa melangkah ke masa depan gue yang pertama dengan lancar dan melangkah terus ke masa depan yang udah gue susun tadi dengan lancar! Hahaha amin!! Thankyou guys({})
Ohiya, kabar fadel? Sibuk dengan gamesnya!!!!>:'o!!!!
Xoxo!
Gita Purtikanandya.
Let's we talk about.........future! Yap! Gue suka banget kalo udah ngomongin masa depan. Gatau kenapa, gue suka aja bikin 'rencana' wlpn gue gatau itu semua bakal tercapai/engga. Lebih tepat istilahnya ngayal kaliya._.
Pertama, sehubung gue masih smp, kelas 3. Gue punya tujuan buat milih SMA yang bakal jadi sekolah gue selanjutnya. Sebenernya pgn banget masuk Al-Jannah lagi (sd gue yang dulu) tapi itu di Jakarta. Pgn masuk Al-Azhar lagi yang di Pontianak, tapi disini gaada SMA-nya. Dan ngeliat pilihan dikit disini, gue lebih milih SMA 2. Gue belum terlalu tau tentang sma itu. Yang gue tau dan langsung bikin gue tertarik adalah sekolah itu berstandar Internasional. Hahaha, bahasa Inggris gue kacau sih sebenernya, grammarnya cacat, kosa kata juga gak bejibun kyk anak-anak jaman sekarang, tapi gue pgn aja masuk sbi u,u hahaha. Tapi nanti fadel milihnya SMA 7 grgr basketnya, jadinya misah deh dan gita angkat tangan kalo udah ngomongin ini._. Jurusan IPS/IPA? Huh, idk. Gue masih labil kalo yang ini, mau milih yang mana. Liat aja deh nanti kalo udah masuk sana mau milih jurusan yang mana._. SMA....kyknya gue harus lebih aktif drpd smp kyk sekarang ini. Gila aja, 3thn smp&gue gaada peningkatan, I mean, lyk certificate, gaada-_- sertifikat gue, gue dapetin waktu sd semua, how fool-_-
Kedua, kuliah. Gue berencana nerusin jejak bokap di Universitas Gajah Muda. Tapi beda jurusan sama bokap. Pajokan gue ikutan ekonomi yang gak gue ngerti, geli tauga. Jurusan Hubungan Internasional (HI). Tapi kyknya gue kuliah cuma buat gaya-gaya deh ya, toh juga kalo nikah gadibolehin kerja sama fadel-nya-_- tapi gapapa, sambil ngisi waktu luang sampe dilamar sama fadel jugakan gue kuliah:p pilihan keduaaaa, hmmmmm, sebenernya, dihati gue, gue pgn ngikutin jejak sodara gue, masuk LaSalle College, jurusan Fashion Business-nya, tapi itu di Jakarta sedangkan gue janjian sama fadel-nya di jogja. Hm, entahlah, liat aja nanti masuknya mana. Tapi bagi gue sendiri juga sih sebenernya lebih ke LaSalle College-nya._.
Dan setelah kuliah, saatnya nunggu Fadel ngelamar&get married! Bwahahahahaha! Yeaa, ini yang paling gue tunggu. Have 2 cutiest babies in this world named Farrel and Gichelle dan gue jadi Giffanda's mom-nya! Wuhuu! Can't wait!!! Hahaha u,u
Tapi sebenernya gue juga pgn ngerasain kerja. Gue pgn jadi assistant brand manager. Bakalan seru banget keliatannya. Nganalisa pasar dari segi manapun sampe harga-harganya juga biar sesuai sama target marketnya, trus ngatur budget belanja. Astaga, gue banget. 2 hobi gue udah masuk ke pekerjaan ini._.waaa:o eh tapi yang dimaksud itu bukan pasar tradisional gitugitu, tapi 'pasar' dunia. Tapi sebenernya tergantung juga sih dapet kerja sama-nya sama brand apa, kalo gue nya kerja sama sama brand terkenal yang brand-nya itu ada diseluruh dunia atau minimal ada cabang di negara yang beda, bisa dapet jatah buying trip langsung ke luar negri (tapi negri yang ada kerja sama sama brand yang dipegang itu juga pastinya).
Target kedua, duta betsar:D hahahaha ini kayaknya susah banget kecapainya. Yaa minimal jadi kementrian luar negri RI. Lucu aja gitu ngurusin sosial-budaya, ngurusin politik Internasional. Hahahaha, bukan hobby gue si, cuma gue suka aja, tertarik sama yang gitu-gituan. Hahaha. Trus ngelindungin WNI yang tinggal diluar negri, jadi berasa superhero kanB) hahaha
Tapi cita-cita yang menyangkut hobby gue didalamnya sih ya Assistant Brand Manager itu. Udah klop lah. Tapi ya kuliahnya dijakarta u,u
Oke, sekarang gue malah terjebak diantara semua pilihan itu-_- yang jelas sih, cita-cita gue yang paling pertama itu 1. Jadi istri Fadel yang baik dan benar.
2. Jadi ibunya farrel-gichelle yang baik dan benar.
3. Assistant Brand Manager.
4. Atau ibu rumah tangga yang punya butik trus................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................
Ah! Jadi tambah bingungkan-__-
Ohiya, tomorrow, I will get my school final test btw. Doain semoga nilainya bagus-bagus ya biar gue bisa melangkah ke masa depan gue yang pertama dengan lancar dan melangkah terus ke masa depan yang udah gue susun tadi dengan lancar! Hahaha amin!! Thankyou guys({})
Ohiya, kabar fadel? Sibuk dengan gamesnya!!!!>:'o!!!!
Xoxo!
Gita Purtikanandya.
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