Friday, September 23, 2011

Hey, I-L-U.

I Love You means that I accept you for the person that you are, &that I don't wish to change u into someone else. IT MEANS THAT I WILL LOVE YOU AND STAND BY YOU EVEN THROUGH THE WORDS OF TIMES. It means, loving u when u're in a bad mood or too tired to do things I want to do. It means, loving you when you're down, not just when you're fun to be with. I LOVE YOU means that I know your deepest secrets&DON'T JUDGE you for them., asking in return only that u don't judge me for mine.  It means, that I care enough to fight for what we have&that I LOVE YOU ENOUGH NOT TO LET GO. It means, that i'll be ok when you are with her. Loving you means standing by you even when you are ripping my heart piece by piece.

It's called love.

Your palms are swating&you can't seem to catch a breath? That's NOT love, that's fallin' in love.
You can't keep your eyes or hands off him? That's NOT love, that's lust.
You're proud of him,&want everyone to know he's yours? That's NOT love, that's bragging.
You want him, because you know he'll always be there for you? That's NOT love, that's loneliness.
You're with him, because he loves you That's NOT love, that's pity.
You're with him, because he kisses you often&holds ur hand? That's NOT love, that's being insecure.
Your heart starts pounding faster the moment u see him? That's NOT love, that's passion.
You forgive him bcs u care about him? That's NOT love, that's friendship!
Everyday u tell him that he's the only thing you're thinking about? That's NOT love, that's LIE.
You'd give up certain things for him? That's NOT love, that's generosity.

Your heart is aching&you're sad the moment you see him sad? That's LOVE.
You're attracted to othrs, but u still stick to him without a dough? That's LOVE.
You happily accept all his flaws because they're part of who he is? That's LOVE?
YOU'RE WITH HIM BCS OF THAT INEXPLAINABLE FEELING OF PAIN, HAPPINESS,&PLEASURE? THAT'S LOVE!
You'd give up your life for him? Yeah, that's LOVE!!





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Say it,prove it.

Okaaaay. Orang2 emang punya hak untuk milih. Orang2 emang punya hak untuk mengkritik. TAPI, orang2 gak punya hak untung melebih2kan cerita, menghasut, menjelek2an, fitnah, etc.
Sooooo, if you HATE me without a reason, I really wanna ask you, how?

Outside, gue emang pecicilan, jutek, sok, nyebelin. Tp sebenernya gue pgn banget temenan sama semua orang, jujur aja emang ego gue rada tinggi, prinsip gue lo yang ngajak ngobrol atau kita gabakal ngobrol. Kyknya emg keliatan egois banget. Well, I'll try to change it.

Tapi pernah mikir gak, kenapa gue masih punya temen yang baik banget, masih mau dengerin setiap detail cerita gue yg gue tau gue cerita itu berulang kali, masih ngesupport gue, dll. Temen2 gue yang di jakarta yg udah lama bangetttttt222222222 gak ketemu, kenapa mereka masih mau temenan sama gue? Ha-ha-ha. Pernah gue nanya gitu ke alia, dia bilang "lo emang rese, bgt. Tp kalo emang udah bener2 kenal sama lo, gak rese2 juga sih, biasa aja." Hm. Bukannya menyombongkan diri atau semacamnya, intinya cuma mau bilang, kalo emang gak kenal gue, wlpn you know my name, tau update2an social network gue, bisa jadikan gue beda sama aslinya? Bukan brrt gue itu sama kyk 'gue yang di dunia maya'.


Hahahahahha I think its enuff. & wait, don't judge if you just know what I've done, bcs you don't even know what I've been through.


Xxo

Monday, September 19, 2011

Good Girl Gone Wild.

Gue mau ngejelasin masalah yang baru22 ini wkt pm/bimbel disekolah. I'm normal. I'm not perfect, I made many mistakes. Ya gue akuin gue emang salah, gue lancang banget ngmng ke guru kyk gitu. Tadi gue udah minta maaf sama sir. Sir-nya juga udah baik-baik aja sama gue. Kalo sir sangat keberatan, sir bisa laporkan ke wali kelas gue kalo gue ada masalah apa2lah. Buktinya, wkt kmrn gue dipanggil sama pak dede juga pak dede gaada ngebahas apa2 tentang masalah itu.

Yaaaa, jadi masalahnya gausah diperpanjang lagikan? Ini masalah gue, gausah ngritik kalo lo gaada ditempat, dan kalo lo ada ditempat juga gausah menLEBAYkan masalah. Gue gabilang kyk gitu, malah nambahin gue ngmng macem22. Ya seadanya aja kalo emang mau cerita sama orang, gausah ditambah2in gitu juga ya. Hahahahaha.
Pokoknya, intinya gue manusia. Bukan Tuhan yang sempurna. Gue buat masalah. Gue selesaiin masalah gue biar gajadi beban juga diotak gue. Gue minta maaf kalo emang gue salah. Urusan lo dendam sama gue atau engga itu urusan lo, hak lo,&i don't even care bout that. Kalo lo ngomong ke orang222 yang beda juga gapapadeh, yang jelas gue GAK SEGITUnya. Lagian nanti juga omongan lo harus dipertanggung jawabkan jugakan.

Bye. Wassalam.

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

JUDG-ERRR

Aloha! Sebenernya ini udah tengah malem, &gue gabisa tidur. Selama liburan kyknya emg beneran insomn. Payah abis,mata gue sekarang punya kantong щ(ºДºщ) .

Go to da topic. Judge. Kata2 itu sering banget lewat di TL, PL, bio orang, etc. Emang jaman sekarang orang udah pada perfect22. Ngejudge sembarang orang padahal gatau REAL LIFE-nya orang yg dia judge. Conversation gue sama 'judge' banyaaaaaak. Ya gue gamasalah kalo orang yang emang udah 'kenal' gue mau ngejudge gue kyk apa selama kritikannya emang bener. Bukannya berarti gue udah sempurna&gabutuh kritik orang lain, gue juga butuh kali TAPI BUKAN dari orang yang GAK tau apa22 tentang kehidupan gue. Dan gaenaknya kalo ngritik jadi kyk fitnah gitu haha tayabs. Sering banget liat tulisan "don't judge someone by they're tweets" "don't judge someone by they're cover" yang berarti sama kyk "jangan nilai buku dari sampulnya" dan gue setuju bangetttttbangetbangettt. So, jangan ngejudge orang kalo gatau apa2 tentang orang itu, inget ya KARMA IS STILL EXIST.

Wassalam.

One day...

I really wonder why ppl suddenly change after they get what they wanted. One day they're sweet, &the next day, they're not. One day, they are here, next day they're not. One day you are important for them, the next day you are worthless. One day they say they love you, the next day they don't care 'bout ya.

That's how ironic things&ppl can be. Pretty shits. Pretty lies. Pretty fucked up. But its still your choice. Bcs you choose to get HURT when you choose to fall in LOVE.

It's Pretty Awesome♥

Bring me to there plssssss (╥﹏╥)